The model of this picture is my boyfriend's sister, she is a very beautiful woman. The whole feeling of this painting came from one of my favourite song, Hyousa ( meaning Lock/Chain of Ice), and here is a part of the lyric, the song is in Japanese by Rurutia, I just translated this lyric myself, and I am very bad at translating! SO~~~ I hope people understand this ....

(Just like ice, your hands are always so cold)
(Even if I hold them really tight, they still seem to melt within my touch.)

(Even if noone will forgive us, and we may lose everything)
(I wanted to be with you, just be with you)
(Even if there is no turning back)

(My heart is bounded by a chain of ice)
(shivering within pain)
(and with sadness, in this splendid night)
(The sin has been repeated again)

(The end of this world is glittering with light, because of you)
(Theres nothing I wanted more)
(For now, even the god closed his eyes)
(and for our sins, may be forgiven)